Happy New Year to MEEE!! :)

I got really tickled at myself a few days ago when I read my cousin's facebook status that said he had lost 140 lbs last year (of course talking about 2010).  I thought FOR SURE that was a typo cause really, he's not big enough to lose 140 lbs...........THEN it hit me......He was referring to his wife with whom he separated from, in 2010. LMAO!!!! Now don't get me wrong, I'm not all about marriage separation but truly you would just have to know this chic and the circumstances...but anyway.
With that being said, I am super happy to say, so far in 2011, I've already lost 220 lbs!!!! Well more like 280, if we count the crap that he brought back with him from the LAST time he left.  Now I don't know about you but I'm thinking that sure as hell beats the 15 lbs I was hoping to lose!!!! GO TEAM JESSI RAE :)
Yeah, this is like time 57 that he's packed up and left, but HEY, I'm no quitter, quitting's for losers lol!
Seriously in the last two days I have felt like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders (yeah I've felt like this a few of the 57 some times he's left), but seriously, maybe it's because it's a new year.  Maybe it's because I became a big girl and started a blog.  Maybe it's because I know that now I don't have to stress and worry all the time.  Maybe it's because God has told me it's OK.
Whatever it is, I like it! So if it's true what they say about "what you're doing and who you're with when the clock hits 12:00 for the New Year", that's OK, because I was snuggled up with my prince Oryan (my oldest cat) and asleep at 12:00.  If that's what I'm stuck with for 2011, I'm super duper fine with that!!! I think.....at least for now lol!! :)