Here I sit broken hearted.....

Here I sit broken hearted, come to......oh wait that's not where I was goin with this!!!!
I was sooooo stinkin excited today because I woke up knowing me and my BEST girlfriend were finally gonna get to spend some catch up time together.  Her boyfriend that she lives with works night shift and his kids had other plans, so she was gonna be able to come have a sleep over with me.  I was sooo looking forward to the great laughs that we always share together and I was walking on clouds, UNTIL.....she sent me a text after lunch that HE was out of work, so they could both come hang out, or I could go hang out with them.  OK seriously...it's just not the same if HE'S around (doesn't matter who HE is), but......I NEED MY GIRLFRIEND TIME!!!!!  We were supposed to drink wine and laugh until we fell asleep. Sooooo. anywho, here I sit!!!!!  DANG IT!!!! :(

HOW THE HECK DID "THEY" KNOW THAT????

Well finally, here goes my 99.9% promised great story......
Now keep in mind this would have been even more awesome had I actually posted it the day after my Jan 3rd post...so if you wanna humor yourself and reread that post first, be my guest!
As mentioned previously, I have recently become single AGAIN.  Well I have this crazy addiction to checking my horoscope every day (just to see how it actually fits with my life).
Well well well, on Tuesday Jan 4th, I checked my Droid for my daily reading and seriously almost lost my breath, I got google bumps (goose bumps) all over my body, and wanted to cry.  Then I got the strange feeling to look around all corners to find out just who had been following me, and sent this as a joke!!  It read as follows word for word:

Virgo horoscope for Jan 4 2011: Don't try to rationalize or justify someone's bad behavior today, Virgo.  You've made excuses for a certain person in your life far too often.  Whether you face it or not, that could be the source of a lot of your disappointment.  You could be enabling someone to treat your poorly.  It's time to see things as they are, even if facing the music isn't very easy.  Try to imagine how you would want this individual to be, and then compare that image to the reality.  You can't change someone, but you can change your own standards.  Accept only what is best for YOU!!

HOLY COW!! That's creepy, yet sooo awesome!  I have read it several times over and over and every sentence means so much.  At this point I know it's God that has given me the strength I have, and that message was meant for me.
Now that I've gotten that out there, I feel so much better, sorry for the delay! :)

Seriously For Real......

Yeah ok, so it's been several days since "tomorrow" from Jan 5th, but I'm working on the great post.  Tomorrow I'm off work 1/2 a day because I have a dentist appointment and I'm getting my taxes filed, so TOMORROW should really be the day for me to get serious about this blog, and the continued great story.....I promise....I think...ok I'm 99.9% sure it will be tomorrow.  I really hate breaking promises (sorry that I promised last time!!)   :)

To be continued.....

Sooo, once again I have a really awesome post (seriously i promise!!) but I have just spent the whole afternoon cooking my FIRST dinner, for MYSELF, by MYSELF and don't have the umph to post the good stuff!!  However I can say, I've had the best time in MY kitchen, enjoying my cats running around my feet (wondering what the heck I'm doing in front of the stove) and making the most awesome pasta dish I've had in a long time.  Yeah and I also have GOOD wine to go along with it :)
So I'm gonna settle down to enjoy this plate and wine and hit the bed shortly.....great stuff coming tomorrow....promise

Happy New Year to MEEE!! :)

I got really tickled at myself a few days ago when I read my cousin's facebook status that said he had lost 140 lbs last year (of course talking about 2010).  I thought FOR SURE that was a typo cause really, he's not big enough to lose 140 lbs...........THEN it hit me......He was referring to his wife with whom he separated from, in 2010. LMAO!!!! Now don't get me wrong, I'm not all about marriage separation but truly you would just have to know this chic and the circumstances...but anyway.
With that being said, I am super happy to say, so far in 2011, I've already lost 220 lbs!!!! Well more like 280, if we count the crap that he brought back with him from the LAST time he left.  Now I don't know about you but I'm thinking that sure as hell beats the 15 lbs I was hoping to lose!!!! GO TEAM JESSI RAE :)
Yeah, this is like time 57 that he's packed up and left, but HEY, I'm no quitter, quitting's for losers lol!
Seriously in the last two days I have felt like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders (yeah I've felt like this a few of the 57 some times he's left), but seriously, maybe it's because it's a new year.  Maybe it's because I became a big girl and started a blog.  Maybe it's because I know that now I don't have to stress and worry all the time.  Maybe it's because God has told me it's OK.
Whatever it is, I like it! So if it's true what they say about "what you're doing and who you're with when the clock hits 12:00 for the New Year", that's OK, because I was snuggled up with my prince Oryan (my oldest cat) and asleep at 12:00.  If that's what I'm stuck with for 2011, I'm super duper fine with that!!! I think.....at least for now lol!! :)

I GIVE UP!!!!!!

for tonight anyway.....I had a really interesting story to tell today....however since 4:00, I've lost count how many times I've restarted my computer and selected to include all grades of updates that I needed.....
So, considering the fact that I have to return to work tomorrow after my great vacation....I'm throwing in the towel for now.
Interesting story will hopefully be posted tomorrow!
Nite Nite :)

Hello Blog World :)

So I figured what better day to start a blog than 1/1/11!!!
I've actually been involved in the "blog world" for quite some time, I've just been in the shadows reading everyone else's stories.  It was my dearest Sissy that finally persuaded me to start writing myself....Thank you Sissy, and Thank you for helping me get set up.
With that said, this is a test post to get the hang of what this is all about......testing.......testing 1...2...3.....1..2......hmmmmmm, maybe I'll get this soon!! :)